Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Jesus Love me (and you) this i know...

"Jesus Loves me, this I know... for the bible tells me so...." During some of my darkest moments I often forget those words. I was fortunate to have a wonderful pastor remind of how much he (Jesus) loves me. 
these past few month I was loosing faith in christ and it had keep swirling downward... after being reminded how much Jesus loves me I broke down in tears because I knew at that point that God was screaming at me and reminding me that I, Dhari Dull, was chosen to be his family! He gave up his PERFECT son so i myself born a sinner and unperfected could live!!!! So you could live because that is how much Jesus Love us! 
God looked at us yes EACH and everyone of us and said "I want you! I will do ANYTHING to get you!"

I went to the junior high retreat (SnowBound) this weekend and one of the talks that our speaker talked about was how much god loves us.
God gave his son up for me?! for you?! I don't about you but thought of giving up the one thing i truly love (weather it be a child, a sister, parent..) and allow them to be beaten and to have nails HAMMERED into their hands and feet and to hang in pain on the cross and die for people who WONT be thankful or who will sin. But that is what God did... Because he loves you... he wants you in his beautiful family! He knows your unperfected and how messy and the failures you will go through and yet he wants you so bad! You are so perfect in his eyes despite everything we do! 
It truly amazes me the love christ and God has for me! He will NEVER leave me... because he sent his son to die! That is how much he LOVES US! Don't Give up he isn't going to give up on you EVER!
So when hit the dark points in your life always remember the childhood song  that was taught in sunday school...
"Jesus Love me this I know, for the bible tells me so..."


Blessing and love

Friday, February 17, 2012

Do you ever wonder WHY??

Me: God, can I ask You a question? 
God: Sure 
Me: Promise You won't get mad 
God: I promise 
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today? 
... God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home. I just wanted to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): Oh
God: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed):Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm Sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...